Wednesday 18 July 2012

my joy


My joy --
My Hunger --
My Shelter --
My Friend --
My Food for the journey --
My journey's End --
You are my breath,
My hope,
My companion,
My craving,
My abundant wealth.
Without You -- my Life, my Love --
I would never have wandered across these endless countries.
You have poured out so much grace for me,
Done me so many favors, given me so many gifts --
I look everywhere for Your love --
Then suddenly I am filled with it.
O Captain of my Heart
Radiant Eye of Yearning in my breast,
I will never be free from You
As long as I live.
Be satisfied with me, Love,
And I am satisfied.

Rabia al-Basri ( Rabia al-Adawiyya) 

Saturday 16 June 2012

ending semesters assessments with a PAISLEY SHIRT

Phew!!! Alhamdulilaah my mid year assessments are finally over. Seeing that its officially the beginning of my holiday kind of, I decided to treat myself for the past weeks freak outs and a month of hectically insane study sessions that saw me sitting at home every weekend while the rest of the world kept on spinning. I popped into some of the charity shops in Observatory, Cape Town simply feasting my eyes on the vintage goodies that was on offer before going into my regular shops.
No suprise what-so-ever!!! I found a vintage paisley shirt. I immediately needed it not wanted it, it was a DIRE NEED. 
This is me: paisley shirt (O0)
checking the price: What?..... is this the price 20 bucks?..... Are these people insane
Double checking by asking the assistant: Yip this is the price 20 bucks....SCORE (^_^)





Paisley shirt- SHAWCO charity shop
Plain back Abayah worn as dress- home made
Bangles- Mr Price
Scarf- Shireen's












                

Friday 11 May 2012

WIND up your words through art

                                           

                                                thre3 words 1 outcome


                         
                                     
                                     SELF EXPLANATORY DON'T YOU THINK?  


Wednesday 4 April 2012

to all YUNA ZARAI lovers

As I was browsing facebook yesterday I saw Yuna's on the verge of launching a self titled album,  April 24th. I couldn't get myself to shut my mouth as I was looking at the way she draped her scarf.I'm literally still in (0o) how does she get it to stay that way. And her PINK LIPS........teeeeeheeeee, I want that as well. If you ask me this girls totally gorgeous without make up, but always managers to amplify her beauty with the way she drapes her scarf and that touch of coloured lips and extra eyeliner. If not for her music then her beauty makes you want to buy her albums alone. I decided to throw in some of my favorite Yuna outfits and maybe a song just to prove my theory :P. For those of you who still have no clue what so ever to who miss Yuna is......Yuna Zarai is a HIJAAB- wearing singer/ songwriter/ boutique owner from Kuala Lumpur, Malaysia thats signed up with the Fader label. Her boutique iamjetfuelshop is in Malaysia but.....no stress it does allow online buys on selected items.

                      
                          Cover of Yuna's self titled album                     (facebook)

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                                            NYFW, check out the leopard print socks!!!
          
          Topshop Coat, Vintage Belt, Zara Coat, Zara Bag

          Topshop Maxi Dress, Zara Wool Jacket, Maysaa Inner Scarf

                            H&M Poncho

                             i am jet fuel shop summer/spring collection 2012


        
          

Tuesday 3 April 2012

veilings of the indigenous

I'm finding myself with each day that passes becoming more and more vigorously in IN LOVE with art. I'm not an artist but I do so every now and then produce caricatures of acceptable quality either of  people that I've met along the way or people that I  feel that I've some connection with. That is basically the essence of art, a connection that allows you to appreciate the beauty of it. ANYWAY...
There's this little cafe within the hospital I'm studying at,  and within the cafe there's this man that sits and paints. I haven't been able to speak to him because I'm always in a hurry or I'm there when his not,  but I have been able to capture two paintings of his that I want with all of my heart.



Of the two, the second one is my favourite. The intensity of her eyes tells a story of its own, a story shes not willing to share. Maybe that of sorry and despair. The colours of her hijaab awww man and the way it's wrapped how can you not love it.











Saturday 17 March 2012

indigenous me

Found this purple tye-die scarf in my draw. Mum bought it a couple of years ago but I never really liked it because its so big. I didn't really know how to drape it. Decided to have a go at it today seeing that I like the colour combination. I ended up draping it around half of my body trying to wrap it the way my sisters from upper Africa does. They seem to wear it so effortlessly. After a couple of miserable failures this is what I came up with.





What do you think? Do I do justice to this look?








Friday 16 March 2012

O lean lovers

The threshold of His tent became the amber of the lovers-
O lean lovers, make yourself like a piece of lean straw
                                                             Sheikh Rumi 
There's something dreamy about this Subhaan Allah.  :)  Im in love

inevitable alterations before big events

Alhamdulilaah! I finally have a bit of time to update my blog. I haven't really prepared anything so excuse you for the grammatical errors or the inconsistency of the entire post. I'll just be sharing a couple of poor quality photos I took earlier in the year of a  friend of mine having her dress altered by my dearest mother, literally minutes before the wedding she went to started. Watching this whole alteration taking place I realised that I'm in this very nerve wrecking position before most big events I attend, especially on Eid mornings. I literally fight with my hijaab to stay in place.Its like of all the days I need it to look perfect it doesn't. My heads response to my continuous moaning is its compulsory to wear a scarf not compulsory to have it in a particular style. Obviously this only settles me for a couple of minutes and then Im off to fix my hijaab.











 

Saturday 3 March 2012

dear sisters you are my form of inspiration



My first post in 5 weeks.So far this is the longest I have ever taken to update my blog. Im currently a freshman in a medical course- radiography to be more specific. I'm still learning to adjust to the life of a student even though I have been studying the last two years. Theres something tranquil, magical yet realistic about Islamic studies. Its not that the medical field isn't beneficial or realistic but my mind and soul hasn't really felt content with what I've been doing. I felt like giving up to some extent, not that I would give up to anything this quickly but thats how I felt. I needed some sort of inspiration. Anything to life my spirit. Give me that extra nudge that I so desperately needed. As I sit on the grass, among fellow students, staff and patients I see this familiar face.Well not familiar as in Hey ..... I know you , long time no see. No, its familiar as in Asalaamu alaikum dear sister. Subhaanallah the sight of a hijaabster lifted the suffocating air filled space that surrounded me. I saw this sister from a distance our eyes partially met but seeing her....a hijaabster, happily walking proudly made me realize that this is an opportunity that Allah swt has given me. He chose me out of thousand of applicants and His plan is always the best plan even when it doesn't look that way. I have no idea how and why she had that affect on me but she did. In this strange way she reminded me of why I started blogging and where I needed to turn to to see familiar faces and draw encouragement from, along with my non stop duas. All I needed to do was continue blogging. Continue following and eagerly awaiting post updates from fellow bloggers. They gave me this vision of what a muslim female could achieve in a tiring world without compromising her religion. Rather using her religion to guide her, aid her in achieving her dreams.
                   
To My Sisters In Islam
Thank you, all of you,  for placing the fragments of glass together and painting a picture for me to look at whenever I feel that Im drowning. 

Friday 27 January 2012

bury me....so that i may blossom perfectly

               Bury your existence in the earth of obscurity,
               For whatever sprouts forth,
               without having first been buried,
               flowers imperfectly
                                                        sheikh Ibn Ata'Illah
Please excuse the lack of post updates this week. I've been buried with all sorts of tasks.The last week of my holidays has taken a very unpredictable turn. However, with camera in hand I've been able to survive.Here's a few snapshots asking for your forgiveness.PLEASE FORGIVE (T_T)


















bury me.... so that I may blossom perfectly






As you can see I had to get down and dirty to get some of this pics, especially the one of the bird.Its not my best picture but it has to do.In case you forgot birds tend to fly away if they sense the slightest movement. This bird really took my breath away.I had no idea it was watching me take the other pics.I would've loved to have captured that. Anyway, I took a pic of it just as it was about to take flight.Thought I have to share this with you guys.It appears to be pitch black but when it spreads its wings you able to see the orange on the tips of his wings.Subhaan Allah :)

















Saturday 21 January 2012

CAREY MULLIGAN: the wall street misses

The first time I really took note of Carey Mulligan was when she starred in wall street. See I'm not really the celeb-remember'er, if you can even all it that. What attracted me to her was her pixie hairstyle along with her 50's sense of dress. Knee length dresses,skirts and tomboyish way of wearing slacks.Her style is easy for any hijaabster to incorporate in her every day dress.


Celeb Closet: Carey Mulligan Red Carpet

Celeb Closet: Carey Mulligan

CELEB STYLE...CARYE MULLIGAN

The Mulligan Standard

Celeb Closet: Carey Mulligan








Thursday 19 January 2012

declaration of faith


"To understand how this decisive formula ( the shahadah) is 
one must observe the place it occupies in the ordinary muslim, 
who will pronounce these words in every crisis and at every moment when the world threatens to overwhelm him, as he will when death approaches.
 A pious man, seized by rage, will appeal suddenly to have stopped in his tracks as he remembers the shahadah and, as it were, withdraws, putting a great distance between himself and his turbulent emotions.
 A women crying out in childbirth will suddenly fall silent, remembering; 
and a student, bowed anxiously over his desk in an examination hall, will raise his head and speak these words, and a barely audible sigh of relief passes through the whole assembly.
 This is the ultimate answer to all the questions. "
                                                             -Gai Eaten, Islam and the Destiny of Man 

Tuesday 17 January 2012

21st century girl:MISHKA KADIR, part 2

You've seen her pictures, you've liked it. Now, know the events that led up to those pictures with a 9 question and answer interview with miss Kadir.

1. Since what age are you wearing hijaab?
    -I have been wearing hijaab since the age of 11-when I became a women

2. What does hijaab mean to you?
    -Hijaab is a protection. I see it as self-expression. I see hijaab as a blessing. What hijaab means to me is possibly different to what it means to others. Hijaab is my identity.

3. Why does it have this particular meaning?
    -Muslim women are given this opportunity to cover their assets so that they are protected.Hijaab is our way of showing others that we respect ourselves, to know that flaunting our features creates undesired attention at times. Hijaab carries great meaning to me because  as a young Muslim women I can see the logic and sense in wearing hijaab. Islam does not propose things for nothing. There is a reason for everything the Quran states. If one reads surah An Nur verse 32, one will be able to see that Allah (SWT) tells us why we should cover ourselves- hijaab is only to benefit ourselves- those who wear it.

4. Has your hijaab style changed over the years?
   -My style has definitely changed. When I started wearing hijaab I followed the common trend in Cape Town. As I grew older, I came to love my hijaab. I experimented with different styles that I searched for on the net. I wore my hijaab up, then down, then up again. At the moment, one can interpret my mood by noticing my hijaab style. My photos will give you an idea of how I've been wearing my hijaab for a few years till this day.

5. What would you define you current hijaab style as?
     - I can't categorize it in one term. I'd like to think it's a mixture of Arab and Bohemian because there is a structure but yet it is free and natural. Although I'd like to also think it's my unique style- maybe I could name it "The Michiko"( a high school name).

6. What are your hijaab do's and dont's?
   - Don't be scared
   -Don't wear hijaab as a fashion statement, in other words, when wearing your hijaab be dressed like a   dignified muslim lady.
   - Do experiment with different syles.
   -Do mix colours.
   - Do try wearing more than one scarf.
   - Do mix textures
   - Do feel proud when appearing in public with your hijaab on.

7. Do you have any hijaab inspirations or gurus?
   -I don't know of any Gurus nor have I found any inspirations. I simply find my own style and what I fell comfortable in.

8. You've recently traveled to Europe, tell us what you experienced there while being a hijaabster.
    -Europe was different- the attitude towards muslims is very different to other countries I've been to.During my time touring Europe I felt comfortable in my hijaab because I felt I had something they didn't-protection and dignity. In London I came across one local that was wearing hijaab; the others were Arab tourists probably from different parts of the UAE. In London the attitude is welcoming. There is a scope for muslim citizens and tourists. France, on the other hand was not welcoming. In Paris, I had a problem with my train station pass. I went to the information desk window, I waited while two colleagues spoke, eventually the one left and I expected the other lady to help me at that point. She didn't. I waited almost five minutes after her colleague had left. I said, "Excuse me" numerous times but this women blatantly ignored me. When she was ready she helped me. She took my ticket, did something with it and when she was finished handed it back to me-without saying a word. Also, in Paris, the women in hijaab were tourists-hence the Governmental ban of muslim French women wearing their head scarf in public. Spain, is supposedly a muslim country after being conquered by the Arabs some time in  history. Although, the headscarf is not a common sight! This made me sad-I have a few friends in Spain that wear their hijaab and I was under the impression all the muslims wore their hijaab. I toured five major cities of Spain, namely Barcelona, Madrid, Seville, Cordoba and Granada, and I only saw two muslim women with a head scarf. But in all I was at ease in Spain-the people are very welcoming; all the locals are friendly with everyone. Even during the negative experiences of my travels I always feel proud in my hijaab. When people look at me like they've never seen a muslim women covered up, I kindly smile at them.

9. Do you have any particular dreams as a hijaabster for the rest of the hijaabsters in and around Cape Town and South Africa?
  -My biggest dream for the women of South Africa is for them to realise how beautiful they look in their hijaab regardless of their colour. The light that shines from your faces when you covered for the sake of Allah is one of the most beautiful sights. See the hijaab as an accessory to your already existing beauty. For those that think they wont get anywhere in life if they wear hijaab, I wish their eyes open and are attracted to the beauties of the religion of Allah(SWT)-it is only through Allah that you gain success.




Friday 13 January 2012

21st century girl:MISHKA KADIR, part 1



introducing Mishka Kadir, probably one of the the "it"girls of the 21st century. Currently a second year occupational therapy student at the University of Cape Town as well as an  amirah of the university's MSA( muslim student association).



This is definitely one hijaaabster that's out to conquer the world. She's making her way up the social ladder by expressing her thoughts and views about Islam and other world wide pressing issues not only from within  the university's walls but throughout the globe. Miss Kadir has recently embarked on an adventure throughout Europe and if I'm not mistaken travelled to Egypt as well.From activist to global citizen this is a hijaabster that has to be taken seriously so look out Brangelina.


Sevilla, Spain


Spain


Granada


Granada


Paris


Disneyland 



Disneyland


London